Sunday, June 28, 2009

im happy :)

im now could still friend with
awey n naim
actually i wish i will never meet them again
after what they had done to me
after settled down everything.
after a few while,
me n them are still friends :)
im glad they make me happy
eventhough we had broke up
especially u iqwan zaidi :D
cant wait for our meet ths week
u said u gonna drive me rite?
hahahaha. DRIFT okay? :)
i miss u like hell lah weh
n naim,i miss you too
hehhehe my life is not complete without u
maybe not as ur gf but friends still okay what?
u n me maybe this friday or weekend rite?
cant wait cant wait
u also gonna drive me rite
ahahha transport for the day HAHA
and at the same time,
my darling honey bee..
zaie,is coming this 5th july
hohohoho cant wait! cant wait!
i miss all of u so much
miss u guys like crazy
ouh not to forget,
my dear friend.
i meant now he might be one of my bestfriend maybe
dear ashie :)
ahaahh dun forget this week,
u wanna treat me ice age 3 rite?
ahahah :)
suprisingly u like to watch cartoon just like me duh
hehehehehehehehehehhe :DD
cant wait cant wait!
hope this week,
is the best week ever for the end of JUNE
now,all my patience is paid off
ouh one more thing,
nevertheless,is about AFIQ
hehhe last nite he called me
and asking for a forgiveness
of course u r forgiven okayh? :)
n we're also still friends
yesterday was pretty amazing lah :D
i get back everyone that i loved most

Saturday, June 27, 2009


i noe this guy since i was 16
we're in the same class
at first we both dont like each other
it is because he said im "SOMBONG"
am i really am?
i dont think so
this cute guy are also doing the same thing
then suddelny we becomes fren about february i guess
and we becomes closer
everyone know we're bestfriend
we always spent time our together in the class
on july 7th 07 that the time i've been someone's gf
its been a very long time i didnt fall in love
until i met ikqwan zaidi
i didnt tell afiq bout this
he only know everything after a month
he becomes mad and we've been fighting for few months
im damn sad that time
luckily,awe treat me nicely
he is such a nice guy
then december 11th i guess if im not mistaken
i called afiq.he forgot my birthday
he didnt wish me at all
only after i told him tht it was my birthday
then we're still bestfriends after that!
then only i know he is taken by eppy
a mecky gurl at my school
at first i dont like that girl
but then suddenly we becomes best friend on february 08
as we know each other , hang out , having fun
we becomes closer
as time pass by we're all becomes bestfriend
me,awe,eppy,afiq,aesh,adok,dyan and ammar
we're happy all the time we r together
after SPM?
everything changed!totally changed!
eppy gone to national service
she asked me to look after his bf
so,i always hang out with afiq after that
and i spent less time with awe
then he tought i had another guy behind him
hello im not!im loyal to u.
on january 25th im totally over with him
as we both have no reason to break actually!
on march 12th eppy comes back from sabah
and she's also changed
maybe having new friends make her forget bout me
then,suddenly there's a rumors saying im dating with afiq
and we're in love
we are not !okay eppy?
we're still bestfriend eternity
after the rumours happened
me and afiq are not close as before
yeah,afiq is worried about u eppy
he loves u damn much
just forget about the past ok
i love to see u both lived happily ever after
*cepat2 kawen oke kawan? :)

and afiq,
i miss the moment when we're still bestfriend
good luck with ur new life in johore
dont forget us

oh baby

happy 1st month anniversary
23rd june 2009
i love you sayangg <33
muahx xoxo
i miss you heart!
cant wait to meet u next week
my prince charming
my heart
my pumpkin
my lullaby
my love
lots of hug n kisses for u

i love u zaie
now i really mean it okay syg?

dear mr 017-*******
please back off!
i dont really want to noe u
no need to be friends
if ur intended just to say bad things bout my bf
so what if we love each other?
and we're living apart
hey!wake up!
i belongs to him
and seriously, I LOVE ZAIE

congratulations buddies

good bye uitm!
im not going to pursuig my study as what u offered me
anyway thnxs for giving me the opportunity

wishing gudluck to:

eppy,uitm shah alam
fana,uitm kedah
nani,uitm penang

n to others who r going to uitm
sorry if i dont mentioned ur name here
anyway,congratulations friend
good luck with ur new life okay
study smart n dun forget me
luv u a lot muahx xoxo

eppy,remember our promise k
eheheh now one of my bestfriend had entitled as UiTM student
good luck eppy!
i know u can do it
next turn: aesh polytech shah alam
then dyan maktab perguruan :)

and also congratulations to
atie and naim for the egypt offer
best of luck with ur new life there

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


today paper is EASY as ABC :)
im glad to finished it just on time
hahaha :D
congratulations to myself
cuz i noe i can do it as everyone does :))
hey yesterday akhma come to the apartment
its the 1st time i meet her lo :)
she's good n nice
supposedly she will be in my class
but she been defer to next batch class
that means she will come back on this september
as she will stop study for a while
she'll get married this july 14th
omg!n she's just 19 yrs old
emmm anyway...CONGRATS okay
be a good wife :)
thanxs for the burger king u treat this lunch
thanxs friend

Monday, June 22, 2009

sis aisya

sis mum have done a good work raising u up
and be a good daughter
a good sister
a good friend
and a good girlfriend :P
i love you a lot lah weyh
happy 2oth birthday
OMG! u r now 20?
hohohoho no more teenagers life
wakakakak :D
im still young n fresh
okay may u hve a wonderful birthday syg :)
ily ily ily ily ilysdfhm :P
oww today exam
english proficiency part 1
DONE.and i did it very well i guess
hope so :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009


as i lay my love on u
and grows each day!
u dun rewly noe how much i need u
how much i love u baby

zaie zaie zaie
u blow my mind honey
im melting :D
i love yuww syg
i need u syg
all my love is just for u
muahx xoxo :)

hey naim,
thanxs for ur sweet msg
thanxs for calling me last nite
almost 4 hrs rite?
and yeah i miss you too :)
and now we could be fren
ur confession made me forgive u
yeah i noe
she poisoned u n talk bad things bout me rite?
its okay if u trust her
cuz u guys we're bestfriend for this past 9yrs n so on
thnxs for everything
u cheer my day
n i satisfied u ask me for a forgiveness
and ur reason is reasonable :)
sorry if u get mad i post about this thing
it just that u amused me last nite
miracle do happen to us :)

who i'd like to meet again ?
abu naim ubaidurrahman

Saturday, June 20, 2009

happy fathers day

u r my idol :D
u rawks my WORLD
happy fathers day DADDY
u mean WORLD to us

barbeque :))
date:20th june 2009
venue:home sweet home
time:6pm till 11pm

OMG! for the first time we gather
n make our own bbq
balqes bought everything for the celebration
hehhehe :D
thanxs everyone for a WONDERFUL nite

last nite HE called me
and im totally surprised
well,we r supposedly not to contact each other anymore
any longer!
bt he did called
n heyy u,THANXS for the confession u made!
and okay,u r FORGIVEN :)
we r now still FRIENDS rite?
best of luck for u dear friend

zaie bubu,
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you a lot syg :)
hugs n kisses for u

contrasting single to couple living

If you are doubtful about marrying or settling down with a single partner, or if that has made you feel your individuality might be compromised, there may be advantages of living that you should be aware of.

Couple life does not mean giving up your independence according to many. It means that you have had a chance to live the single life before meeting someone and have then decided that sharing responsibilities would be more advantageous than living on your own.

Here are some points of comparison:

  1. Married life allows you a certain sense of calm. The work of the family can be divided between two people who look over common interests. An individual may not reach this sense of calm. Pundits of the single lifestyle have argued that knowing how to live singly can also induce a state of calm.
  2. Single life allows a person to go out with friends without having to make any particular choice that the spouse/partner is against. There is a sense of not having to make as many compromises when you are alone. In many couples friendships change as a result of the influence that one partner has over the other.
  3. A single lifestyle is often regarded as more adventurous because the person has a chance of making and breaking rules while being only accountable to himself. An adventurous lifestyle can be referred to freer traveling that the individual can do and being less restricted in personal choices.
  4. Couple life offers more stability in the form of having someone to cushion stress in case of an emergency. I have seen several single friends change their personalities markedly when faced with life, death issues that would probably have not happened had there been some effective moral support in the picture offered by a spouse or common law partner.
  5. Single life allows greater freedom of movement. Living with a partner restricts ones mobility because of impositions that may arise or obligations of having to assist the partner take care of family etc.
  6. Single life allows you to drop a relationship without having to be concerned about potentially messy situations arising from couples that separate and have to work out the custody of their children
  7. You can participate in your children's lives as a single parent these days so one is not obliged to stay together with a mate to do so. However there are critics who argue that children are better raised when a couple is present probably owing to a more balanced situation when each parent assists the other or when the family work load is divided.
my research for tomorrow test :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

boring lol :(-

hello readers.miss blogging
since i've been entitled as a college student,
i have no time to online as i need to do some revision all nite
my course is not as easy as what i thought before
it is tough but i found it amusing :)
i got a test on this monday
OMG! damn scaryyyyyyyyyyyy
hehehhehehehhehehhehehe :D
pray for me okay friends?
mid-term examination schedule:
monday 2pm till 5pm
english proficiency part 1
tuesday 2pm till 5pm
theories of eary childhood programme
wednesday 2pm till 5pm
the development and learning process of children
thursday 2pm till 5pm
introduction to early years curriculum
friday 2pm till 5pm
effective teaching presentation
wish me luck buddies :)
i've been well prepared actually
but still afraid of the test!
mum n dad,i'll try my best okay?
i love u both :)
hushhhhhh.tonite is a big nite of my life
some miracle will come :)
hehehehe.damn excited weyh!
tomorrow morning im going home
before that accompany my bestfriend to meet his bro
at klcc.huh tired weyh!
damn exhausted but i have to
as she help me for tonite
only nadiana najib knows what is going to happen tonite
ahahhaahahahha :)
cant wait!cant wait!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my favourite lesson plan


Subject : Mathematics
Activity : understand the concept of numbers using familiar manipulatives.
Objectives : the students will be ;
  • count the numbers one through ten out loud
  • identify the numbers one through ten
  • show the numbers one through ten using manipulatives
Integrated development: through this activity, the child also be able to achieve this objective in the following area of development;

Art & craft :
  • to create a poster collage from one to ten using manila card,pictures of gummie bears and glue
Duration : 45 minutes
Age group : 3 years
Materials :
  • a bowl for each student in the class containing ten gummi bears.
  • cut outs in the shape of bears with the numbers one through ten written on their stomach

Procedure :
  1. begin the lesson by showing a stuffed animal of a bear
  2. ask the students what animal is that you are holding
  3. continue the discussion by allowing them to talk about any stuffed animals they might own
  4. explain to the students that they will be learning something very special today, to count, using bears
  5. place the teddy bear cut outs on the blackboard which display the corresponding number. After that , review the bears on the blackboard by counting aloud together
  1. explain the student that they will each be given a bowl that has ten gummi bears in it.
  2. make sure to enforce the rule that they are not to eat them until it is snack time!
  3. also show them the bear cut outs they will reeive and show them how they each have a different number on them
  4. after the material is passed out begin the game by calling out a number one through ten
  5. the task of the student is to find the bear that has that number on its stomach and using thier gummi bears show thatnumber oon their cut out.
  6. it is a great idea to have bears already made displaying the correct number of gummi bears to use as an aid in checking the answers.

Extension activity :
  • divide the students get into small group and playy the game themselves , using each other to check their understand of numbers
  • or, a class handout could be given to the students asking them to demonstrate the numbers one through ten
prepared by : ann
diploma in early childhood development
sri college :)

miss blogging

OMG! i miss blogging damn much
im being such busy with my study life
with a bunch of complicated assignment!
huhhhhhhhh.n actually i didnt finish it yet
:) hehehehe
just now i settled my 20 lesson plan
5 will be handed to masako
another to other lecturer
my course is so EXCITING!
n im damn in love with it
suddenly,last friday...


hello.izzit siti maryam?
yes.speaking!who are u?
im shani from linton's college
yeah.u've been offered to our dgree course
what?seriousssssss? electrical n eloctronic (power) engineering
what the fish??? r u really serious?
please come to our college for the interview
n please bring along ur ic copy,parents n bla bla bla
emm.well.i'll think about it first

actually im not interested at all!
wtf lah enn?
engineering again?
is it really my destiny?
OMG!im not so into it
im afraid if i couldnt perform well in my study
well.thnxs again!

emmm.just now,sara told me that
she gonna lend her pc for my study
its a samsung flat screen desktop
large screen
WOWWWW! GREAT! heheh :)
then i could online as always after this
cuz mummy promised me to buy another broadband for me
thnxs god

Sunday, June 7, 2009


im going back to college today
maybe next two weeks i will be home
or maybe not
cuz im having the mid term test!
on the 22nd june till 26th june
all of u are always in my mind

* zaie , nea , eppy , afiq , esh , dona , fana *
* tasya , tiena , ayang , yieyien *

dear zaie,
its all my FAULT!
i dont know how to face this matter
i had learn from my mistake
but it seems i wont be loved by u rite?
eventhough i've put my 100% love for u
u cant see it . u cant feel it
that is why u put ur words on ur profile rite
nvm!i think,maybe u want me te get awy from ur life
anthing just let me noe a.s.a.p
cuz if u make it late
it will hurt my heart even more!

love = ability

I wonder where I did wrong?
Is it wrong to fall in love?
And why when I love someone at the end I get my heart broken?
After all the things I did this what I get?
This is the reason why I lose faith towards guys
So guys don’t blame me if I don’t have faith towards you
Ask yourself should I have faith towards you?
I know even if I love someone doesn’t mean he’s happy with me
Sometimes I feel like slaping my face hard, so that I know
What’s mine and what’s not
In fact I keep on growing my love for you
Why you put me in this situation?
I’m not blaming you but I just wonder
I don’t know how long will it takes this time
Keep on stabing my heart if that makes you happy

afraid for love to fade b4 it can come true

My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself beliebing
That I just have to see you again

I can't let you pass me ny
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

Like a child again
I'm at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you

i can't let you pass me by
i just can't let you go
But I know that i am much too shy
to let you know
Agraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say the words
to let you know
I would rather say the awkward words
Than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true

Saturday, June 6, 2009

im crying

u make me LAUGH
u make me CRY

who u would like to meet

Its not about who i like to meet.but its about WHAT i want to have.I want to have love.Love feels like being completely lost in a moment of bliss, like floating above the world, that this person is the part of you that's been missing your entire life, the melody of your soul.But i guess i will never have it.And I hate the fact that I can never hate you and the fact that I will always love you no matter what you put me through.

u already have me but u said that,
u will never have someone who will loved u?
but i do love u with all my heart
u hate the fact that u can never hate HER?
and always love HER no matter what?
i think its time for me to moved on!
im so stupid to fill my heart to love u
but u do love someone else
yeap!maybe i've been curst tht i wont be loves by someone

a real boyfriend

NO! Don’t close it. Read til the end..

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your lips
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her what’s wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hoodie
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
[ Reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you
[ She really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ Bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ Keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don’t look away until she does ]


When you break her heart
[ The pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ She STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ She wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

- DON'T let her have the last word.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.
- When she says she's okay don’t believe it, talk with her.
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:

Call you.

Kiss you.

Love you.

Text you.

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."
Girls post as: "A real BOYFRIEND."

my fault

Hello world.. I have a confession to pretty sure that I told only one person about this lie.. but I just want to make it clear.. I have been telling lies about Intan Nadiah binti Hamzah.. I told this one person that she cry when we both meet for the last time.. its totally not true.. n I tell that person a completely different story about what really happen that day.. n I have confess to her.. I confess that what ive been telling her is a lie.. I tell her that I wrote this on the sketch pad..“please let me let u go..we dnt need to cntct each othr anymre..jst let me loose as u r intended to when u break up wth me.." I did not wrote this actually.. then I tell her that Intan Nadiah follow me until I reached my block..its not true either.. the truth is she asked me to walk her to her bock n I wanted to do it.. then we talked a little bit when we reached her block.. n she didn’t even drop a tear. I DID.. huh..i know you guys will look at me like im a loser n a big fat liar.. the truth is, I WASN’T SOBER THAT EVENING WHEN I TELL ALL THE LIES IVE MADE.. I didn’t notice it until Intan Nadiah gave me a wake up call yesterday and told me everything that I wrote.. I totally in shock after hearing what I wrote that day..i swear that I didn’t even know I wrote that.. she sure give me some lesson through all this.. and Intan, u have the right to call me names yesterday coz im so damn stupid..i thank u for that.. and to all,Intan Nadiah is really a good person.. n I shouldn’t made up some ridiculous story bout her..eventhough im not sober at that time,Im still the one to blame behind all of this.. I know maybe u guys out there wont trust me anymore.. but please,im not like not a person who love making lies.. I wasn’t myself when I did that.. im sorry world..n im sorry Intan..forgive me please….

i can see that u might still love her rite
if u do,poor me than
loving someone with all my heart
but his heart is not belong to me
its not tht im really angry or upset with this thing
hello?what we've promised?
we wont talk about our ex any longer rite?
its okay if u want to make a confession about this
because u barely come out and tell everyone the truth
but why do u need to put ur confession for such a long time?
i dont ever asks u to delete it
then suddenly u get mad n saying tht i dont understand u
am i the one to blame?
what do u expect me to do?
we're still a new couple bby
we dont ever meet yet!
i think there is no need to be honest after this i guess
if i get jealous or so what ever,i wont tell u!
i will keep my mouth shut!
then everything will just be fine!
and i will try my very best to understand u more after this
i will sacrifice everything to make u happy
cause i promised not to make u sad or even make u cry
cause i dont wanna lose u!
u might not even noe how much i need u for my entire life
nevermind,maybe im the one to blame!
yes.i guess it is my fault so sorry!

my study

college: sri college
course : diploma in early childhood development
2nd house:royal domain apartment
new friends:vanishya,cheryl,yazmin
mood:happy sometimes sucks

OMG!dad caught me bout uitm offer
he already noe bout the offer!
lucky me he's not angry i lied bout this
cuz he wants i pick the best course for myself
cuz its only me who noe wht is best for me!
thnxs daddy ily
i'll prove to u i'll grad with flying colours!
n will open my own centre for the next three years
please pray for me :)

Friday, June 5, 2009

baby this song is for u

Kau bikin pusing tujuh keliling
Buat aku mabuk kepayang
Gayamu cool dan seksi
Mentok aku kepada kamu
Jadi semakin aku cinta

Kau sihir aku yang sedang kosong
Di saat aku butuh cinta
Mantra-mantra dahsyatmu
Menarik aku yang sendiri
Memang lagi putus cinta

Katakan-katakan kau sungguh-sungguh
Hanya ada ku di didalam hatimu
Katakan-katakan kau cinta aku
Untuk selamanya kau jadi milikku

I don't wanna lose you
Yes I wanna hold you
I don't wanna make you
Make you sad and make you cry

Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hu wuoo uoo uoo...)
Oh baby baby baby (my baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby oh yeeah)

Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hieey hiey hieey)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (uuuuuhhh)

Baby baby
Baby baby
Baby baby

Oh baby baby baby (oh baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby)
Oh baby baby baby (oh baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)

by : cinta laura

im back :)

i've been away for a week ;)
my 1st day at sri college was SUCKS!
i've been cheated by the STUPIDOSSSS mahendran
when i enter my class,
i can see most of the student are indian! WTF? so mad n sitting between two indian gurl
hmm.then i just go through the class
as i really intended to further the course
hmm that was all just fine when i try to cope with them
as i reached my apartment.. ;'(
OMG!WTF?my housemate.
majority are.... indian? dying to be with those indian all the time
hmmm then i text to my beloved sis,aisya

sis,im crying like a pig
why?what happened?
hmm nothing
how's ur class?apartment?
emm.mahendran lied to us bbe
about what?
everything.many indians here
my classmate,my housemate majority is indian
WHAT THE FUCK? then r u okay darling?
of course im not ;(
nvm.tomorrow i will come to check everything with mummy
duhh.nvm.i'll try my very best to fix this matter
dun sadness will end!

then i text to eppy


boo.damn sad!
why why? what happened
my college sucks
haaaaa?what? why?
indians everywhere
nvm,be nice to them
im crying
heyyyyyy dont here for u syg
yeah.i noe.thnxs

then i text to aesh


aesh.. ;'(
what is wrong darling?
i dont like those indian
erk?indian? classmate,housemate
im crying
hey dont cry,be strong k?
then i text beby


beby.. ;'(
sorry at the police station
hey what???why?what happen?!

then i text tasya
but she didnt reply

the next morning.
my 2nd day
afiq texted me


oit,how r u?i miss u fren
yeah not okay!last nite i cried
ha?cry?why?what happened?
nvm.don okay now
r u really sure?
yeap.dont worry.will be fine ;)
okay2.where r u?
im at 2nd day to college
whatttttttttt?u didnt tell me bout this
im so sorry.i've been busy with my schedule lately
nvm,i noe who i am
hey,please dont say that,u r my bestfriend okay?
so sorry for not telling u bout this
okay2.dont do it again next time k?promise?
yeap!promise! ;)

then i text to fana


boo. ;'( imy badly
imy more!how r u?
im not okay!im with all my indian friends here
whattttttt?u didnt have any malay friend?
nope! ;'( but i have 1 chinese friend
okay.good.are they the estate type or wht
lucky me they are not smelly n they r nice to me
ouh okay!just be nice to them okay?
okay.will do.thnxs for ur concern

then we gossiping a lot
cuz long time we didnt meet n text!
will meet u some day syg ;) at sri college totally different
1st time im being with indian's groupies
lucky me they are all nice
especially vanishya n delica
vanishya helped me a lot in the class
thnxs darling
hohoho not to forget,
sis yazmin n cheryl ;)
thnxs for supporting me