Thursday, October 8, 2009

hamster




ni larr dorg tman aku mase kat hartams
slain makcik khaty syggg aku tuh :)
hahaha.
nme? sumpah i taktau duhh nk ltk ape nme dorg
then stlh berpikir masak2
i ltk nme dorg bill n cash
memandangkan kepada org yg bhutang ngn i tp tak rite nk byr doww HAHA
well,ini pic mase dorg kecik lagi
bru umor 2minggu kecik jaa kot
skrg ya allah! GEMOK gila weiiiii
hhahaha bill n cash love you laaa


miss blogging

perghhhhhh gila babih lame x update enn
well,im so busy with ma life :P
teaching,studying,lecturing.pergh xleh blah laa :P hhhaha
well,happy eid peeps :) taktau mne nk mula do :P
gile lme sgt ta updte andd byk gila crite do
hmmmmmm brmula laaa alkisah
aku abes 1st sem
xde la hbt mne result ennn 3.3 ja cm TAHI!
well okeng lar tuh. heee.
well,itu jeh kot.nk upload byk gmbor ni

Sunday, July 19, 2009

TERBAIK wokkkk


dhamy ckp aku wat aksi LUCAH


lame gile sial xjumpe!


ptame kali nye dhamy yg sparuh! HAHA :D




abah2 :)

abah text me last week
forwarded from 15888
rm0.00 keputusan kemasukan ke UiTM
sesi Julai 2009,
then only today i check the offer

SURAT TAWARAN
Bahagian Pengambilan PelajarUniversiti Teknologi Mara40450, Shah Alam Selangor, MalaysiaTel: (603)5544 3164, 3165, 3166, 3174, 3175Faks: (603) 5544 3170e-mel: bpp@salam.uitm.edu.my


SITI MARYAM BINTI MOHD FATHILLAH
11A,JALAN TTS 5/6TAMAN TASIK SEMENYIH43500, SEMENYIHSelangor
No Pelajar:
2009458982
No Kad Pengenalan:
911211065232

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:
Program:
(PD008)
Sepenuh Masa


DIPLOMA (SAINS)


KURSUS-KURSUS PERSEDIAAN

Kampus:
N3 - UiTM Kampus Kuala Pilah (Beting)

Semester:
JULAI 2009


Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.
Tempat:
UITM NEGERI SEMBILAN, LOT 843, KG BETING,

MUKIM PARIT TINGGI, KUALA PILAH, NEGERI SEMBILAN


Tarikh:
27/6/2009


Masa:
8:30AM - 12:30PM


Kemudahan dan Bayaran
Anda dikenakan bayaran yuran pengajian satu semester, SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN untuk membiayai pengajian anda di UiTM
kemudahan kolej kediaman :
DISEDIAKAN

yuran pendaftaran peperiksaan :
TIADA

(program luaran sahaja)


-->
PENTING
1.
Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut.
2.
Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal seperti surat beranak, kad pengenalan, SPM, STPM, Transkrip Diploma, Transkrip Ijazah dan lain-lain SEMASA MENDAFTAR.
3.
Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://www.uitm.edu.my/intake .
4.
Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.




KETUA BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR
erk? WEIRDO!
at first i received offer from UiTM lendu, Alor Gjh
business?
then baitulmal ape tah under uitm jugak
accountancy
tibe2 this one
UiTM kuala pilah
course? diploma sains?
ape tuuu?
pening2
offer dh le hr nie bru check ahah :D

tag by eiqa


1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (sesiapa pon boleh) -
awey - ex sahaja
2. 5 impression terhadap dia - loving, caring, faithful, notty, nd jahat
3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang dia lakukan kat awak
memorable? for loving me ;D
4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak -
i love you hunn
5. Kalau dia kekasih awak, awak akan ?
i'll tell him that i miss him soooo much ;D
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak. awak akan ?
sepak muke die laju2. hahah :D
7. Kalau dia kekasih awak, mungkin kerana ?
die sports boy! FAVOURITE mehh
8. Kalau dia musuh awak, mungkin kerana ?
he hurt me a lot?
9. Overall impression ttg dia
I really really loved him b4 this
10. The most desirable thing to do to him?
be with him forever ;)
11. Apakah awak rasa ttg pandangan orang terhadap awak?
sometimes its good and on the other hand, its bad.
12. The character/(s) of you for yourself? -
gedik+manje
13. On contrary, the character you hate about you ?
always be my friend's dr love,but me myself failed in love duhhh
14. The most ideal person you want to be with
my family and friends
15. For people who like you . tell sumthing about them .
i love you guys. thanx cuz u always support me in whatever i do
16. Ten people you tag?
nea
tasya
jue
ayang
nani
mya
emily
tiena
lidya
yieyien
17. No.2 ada hubungan dgn siapa?
nazrin shah
18. Is no.3 female or male?
duhhh.of course female lo
19. If no.7 and 10 have a relationship.
mereka bukan lesbo
20. Mcmmane dgn no.5 dgn no.8?
kejadah nye weyh? mereka smuenye pompuan
21. No. 4 single kah? -taken laaa
22. No.1 belajar apa?
architecture - KLIUC
23. Say sumthing about no.9
I missed her so badly but i dont think she feel the same

Friday, July 10, 2009

single back

5th july 2009
we're now officially OVER zaie
im glad i didnt ever meet u yet
cause this past few days i only knew
that u're such a LOSER
thanxs god for not making this relation any longer
hey,it is tru with what did intan told me bout u
u're really acting like a child!
hey,... STOP ACTING SUCH A BIMBO!
pretty loser.skinny!HAHA

6th july 2009
OMG!our presentation is really GREAT
we got full marks for our group assignment
that means now i got 38% already for english class
which i just lost 2% only
nevermind,will do my individual assignment
MUCH BETTER than other!
will do so. hey im happy with my new life

7th july 2009
quiz for ms elis class
done! -VERY WELL
nothing much happened today
just happy because UBAI can make me laugh again
thanxs my dear friend :)

8th july 2009
stdy study study
mis jega's class
duhhhh.! quite boring actually
eat eat eat n eat :)
nothing much also

9th july 2009
yeayyyyyyyy!masako is not here
she take the attendance
then we cn do whatever we want to
OMG!hahaha.straightly text to aisya

me,aisya

sis,fetch me now
erk!okay.but maybe at 3 or 4 i'll bethere
why late?
waiting for my friends
ouh okay! drive carefully

then she fetched me on time!
went to pavilion
i treat her zara's pants n baby-tee
huhhu spent almost 500 for the day
but never mind sis
im so happy to treat u :)
next time,ur turn to treat me back huh?
oww ya,...not to forget
happy to met yaya,eyqa,atyn,mira :D
u're all very nice to me :D

10th july
opssss.... i dont go to class
cheryl keep on calling me till my battery run out!
haih -_-"
still at uitm puncak!
at my sis place
having fun with her n her friends
gossiping till late morning!
HAHHAHAHA
sorry eyqa,i slept the tym u talk to me
huhuhu i dun mean it
but seriously im damn sleepy at that moment
sorry syg :)
later gossip lagi yeah? :)

11th july 2009
huhuh
n now im at home
she drives me safely
luv u sis aisya :)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

july :)

bye bye june
welcome july :D
i've been posted 88 post for this two months
and this will be the 89
im happy with my life
i scored in my exam
friends helps me a lot with everything
bf spport me in what ever i do
im so so so happy
and glad to have all of u in my life
K,thanxs a lot for ur help
i really appreciate every single thing u do
emm,khaty u too
u helped me wih ma new house
ouhh forgot to tell
i've been shifted to a new apartment
in plaza damas
staying wih katherine
my sistalova :))
i love her damn much lo
and yuri,dont over care about me
RIMAS laaa.
moved on with ur life please
i love my bf duhhh
baby,welcome back to UiTM sayanggg :)
and cant wait to meet u
hehehhe :D
OMG!damn excited darling
miss u love u muahx xoxo

Sunday, June 28, 2009

im happy :)

im now could still friend with
awey n naim
actually i wish i will never meet them again
after what they had done to me
after settled down everything.
after a few while,
me n them are still friends :)
im glad they make me happy
eventhough we had broke up
especially u iqwan zaidi :D
cant wait for our meet ths week
u said u gonna drive me rite?
hahahaha. DRIFT okay? :)
i miss u like hell lah weh
n naim,i miss you too
hehhehe my life is not complete without u
maybe not as ur gf but friends still okay what?
u n me maybe this friday or weekend rite?
cant wait cant wait
u also gonna drive me rite
ahahha yeah.free transport for the day HAHA
and at the same time,
my darling honey bee..
zaie,is coming this 5th july
hohohoho cant wait! cant wait!
i miss all of u so much
miss u guys like crazy
ouh not to forget,
my dear friend.
i meant now he might be one of my bestfriend maybe
dear ashie :)
ahaahh dun forget this week,
u wanna treat me ice age 3 rite?
ahahah :)
suprisingly u like to watch cartoon just like me duh
hehehehehehehehehehhe :DD
cant wait cant wait!
hope this week,
is the best week ever for the end of JUNE
now,all my patience is paid off
ouh one more thing,
nevertheless,is about AFIQ
hehhe last nite he called me
and asking for a forgiveness
of course u r forgiven okayh? :)
n we're also still friends
yesterday was pretty amazing lah :D
i get back everyone that i loved most

Saturday, June 27, 2009

afiq

i noe this guy since i was 16
we're in the same class
at first we both dont like each other
it is because he said im "SOMBONG"
am i really am?
i dont think so
this cute guy are also doing the same thing
then suddelny we becomes fren about february i guess
and we becomes closer
everyone know we're bestfriend
we always spent time our together in the class
on july 7th 07 that the time i've been someone's gf
its been a very long time i didnt fall in love
until i met ikqwan zaidi
i didnt tell afiq bout this
he only know everything after a month
he becomes mad and we've been fighting for few months
im damn sad that time
luckily,awe treat me nicely
he is such a nice guy
then december 11th i guess if im not mistaken
i called afiq.he forgot my birthday
he didnt wish me at all
only after i told him tht it was my birthday
then we're still bestfriends after that!
then only i know he is taken by eppy
a mecky gurl at my school
at first i dont like that girl
but then suddenly we becomes best friend on february 08
as we know each other , hang out , having fun
we becomes closer
as time pass by we're all becomes bestfriend
me,awe,eppy,afiq,aesh,adok,dyan and ammar
we're happy all the time we r together
after SPM?
everything changed!totally changed!
eppy gone to national service
she asked me to look after his bf
so,i always hang out with afiq after that
and i spent less time with awe
then he tought i had another guy behind him
hello im not!im loyal to u.
on january 25th im totally over with him
as we both have no reason to break actually!
on march 12th eppy comes back from sabah
and she's also changed
maybe having new friends make her forget bout me
then,suddenly there's a rumors saying im dating with afiq
and we're in love
we are not !okay eppy?
we're still bestfriend eternity
after the rumours happened
me and afiq are not close as before
yeah,afiq is worried about u eppy
he loves u damn much
just forget about the past ok
i love to see u both lived happily ever after
*cepat2 kawen oke kawan? :)

and afiq,
i miss the moment when we're still bestfriend
good luck with ur new life in johore
dont forget us

oh baby

happy 1st month anniversary
23rd june 2009
i love you sayangg <33
muahx xoxo
i miss you heart!
cant wait to meet u next week
my prince charming
my heart
my pumpkin
my lullaby
my love
lots of hug n kisses for u
xoxoxoxox

i love u zaie
now i really mean it okay syg?

dear mr 017-*******
please back off!
i dont really want to noe u
no need to be friends
if ur intended just to say bad things bout my bf
so what if we love each other?
and we're living apart
hey!wake up!
i belongs to him
and seriously, I LOVE ZAIE

congratulations buddies

good bye uitm!
im not going to pursuig my study as what u offered me
anyway thnxs for giving me the opportunity

wishing gudluck to:

eppy,uitm shah alam
fana,uitm kedah
nani,uitm penang

n to others who r going to uitm
sorry if i dont mentioned ur name here
anyway,congratulations friend
good luck with ur new life okay
study smart n dun forget me
luv u a lot muahx xoxo


eppy,remember our promise k
eheheh now one of my bestfriend had entitled as UiTM student
good luck eppy!
i know u can do it
next turn: aesh polytech shah alam
then dyan maktab perguruan :)

and also congratulations to
atie and naim for the egypt offer
best of luck with ur new life there


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

examination

today paper is EASY as ABC :)
im glad to finished it just on time
hahaha :D
congratulations to myself
cuz i noe i can do it as everyone does :))
hey yesterday akhma come to the apartment
its the 1st time i meet her lo :)
she's good n nice
supposedly she will be in my class
but she been defer to next batch class
that means she will come back on this september
as she will stop study for a while
she'll get married this july 14th
omg!n she's just 19 yrs old
emmm anyway...CONGRATS okay
be a good wife :)
thanxs for the burger king u treat this lunch
thanxs friend
xoxo

Monday, June 22, 2009

sis aisya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)
sis mum have done a good work raising u up
and be a good daughter
a good sister
a good friend
and a good girlfriend :P
i love you a lot lah weyh
happy 2oth birthday
OMG! u r now 20?
hohohoho no more teenagers life
wakakakak :D
im still young n fresh
okay may u hve a wonderful birthday syg :)
ily ily ily ily ilysdfhm :P
oww today exam
english proficiency part 1
DONE.and i did it very well i guess
hope so :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

honey


as i lay my love on u
and grows each day!
u dun rewly noe how much i need u
how much i love u baby

zaie zaie zaie
u blow my mind honey
im melting :D
i love yuww syg
i need u syg
all my love is just for u
muahx xoxo :)

hey naim,
thanxs for ur sweet msg
thanxs for calling me last nite
almost 4 hrs rite?
and yeah i miss you too :)
and now we could be fren
ur confession made me forgive u
yeah i noe
she poisoned u n talk bad things bout me rite?
its okay if u trust her
cuz u guys we're bestfriend for this past 9yrs n so on
thnxs for everything
:)
u cheer my day
n i satisfied u ask me for a forgiveness
and ur reason is reasonable :)
sorry if u get mad i post about this thing
it just that u amused me last nite
miracle do happen to us :)

who i'd like to meet again ?
abu naim ubaidurrahman


Saturday, June 20, 2009

happy fathers day


abah,
u r my idol :D
u rawks my WORLD
happy fathers day DADDY
u mean WORLD to us






barbeque :))
date:20th june 2009
venue:home sweet home
time:6pm till 11pm

OMG! for the first time we gather
n make our own bbq
balqes bought everything for the celebration
it was AWESOME and FANTASTIC
hehhehe :D
thanxs everyone for a WONDERFUL nite

last nite HE called me
and im totally surprised
well,we r supposedly not to contact each other anymore
any longer!
bt he did called
n heyy u,THANXS for the confession u made!
and okay,u r FORGIVEN :)
we r now still FRIENDS rite?
best of luck for u dear friend

zaie bubu,
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you a lot syg :)
hugs n kisses for u
xoxo

contrasting single to couple living

If you are doubtful about marrying or settling down with a single partner, or if that has made you feel your individuality might be compromised, there may be advantages of living that you should be aware of.

Couple life does not mean giving up your independence according to many. It means that you have had a chance to live the single life before meeting someone and have then decided that sharing responsibilities would be more advantageous than living on your own.

Here are some points of comparison:

  1. Married life allows you a certain sense of calm. The work of the family can be divided between two people who look over common interests. An individual may not reach this sense of calm. Pundits of the single lifestyle have argued that knowing how to live singly can also induce a state of calm.
  2. Single life allows a person to go out with friends without having to make any particular choice that the spouse/partner is against. There is a sense of not having to make as many compromises when you are alone. In many couples friendships change as a result of the influence that one partner has over the other.
  3. A single lifestyle is often regarded as more adventurous because the person has a chance of making and breaking rules while being only accountable to himself. An adventurous lifestyle can be referred to freer traveling that the individual can do and being less restricted in personal choices.
  4. Couple life offers more stability in the form of having someone to cushion stress in case of an emergency. I have seen several single friends change their personalities markedly when faced with life, death issues that would probably have not happened had there been some effective moral support in the picture offered by a spouse or common law partner.
  5. Single life allows greater freedom of movement. Living with a partner restricts ones mobility because of impositions that may arise or obligations of having to assist the partner take care of family etc.
  6. Single life allows you to drop a relationship without having to be concerned about potentially messy situations arising from couples that separate and have to work out the custody of their children
  7. You can participate in your children's lives as a single parent these days so one is not obliged to stay together with a mate to do so. However there are critics who argue that children are better raised when a couple is present probably owing to a more balanced situation when each parent assists the other or when the family work load is divided.
my research for tomorrow test :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

boring lol :(-

hello readers.miss blogging
since i've been entitled as a college student,
i have no time to online as i need to do some revision all nite
my course is not as easy as what i thought before
it is tough but i found it amusing :)
i got a test on this monday
OMG! damn scaryyyyyyyyyyyy
hehehhehehehhehehhehehe :D
pray for me okay friends?
mid-term examination schedule:
monday 2pm till 5pm
english proficiency part 1
tuesday 2pm till 5pm
theories of eary childhood programme
wednesday 2pm till 5pm
the development and learning process of children
thursday 2pm till 5pm
introduction to early years curriculum
friday 2pm till 5pm
effective teaching presentation
wish me luck buddies :)
i've been well prepared actually
but still afraid of the test!
mum n dad,i'll try my best okay?
i love u both :)
hushhhhhh.tonite is a big nite of my life
some miracle will come :)
hehehehe.damn excited weyh!
tomorrow morning im going home
before that accompany my bestfriend to meet his bro
at klcc.huh tired weyh!
damn exhausted but i have to
as she help me for tonite
only nadiana najib knows what is going to happen tonite
ahahhaahahahha :)
cant wait!cant wait!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my favourite lesson plan


COUNTING FUN WITH GUMMI BEARS

Subject : Mathematics
Activity : understand the concept of numbers using familiar manipulatives.
Objectives : the students will be ;
  • count the numbers one through ten out loud
  • identify the numbers one through ten
  • show the numbers one through ten using manipulatives
Integrated development: through this activity, the child also be able to achieve this objective in the following area of development;

Art & craft :
  • to create a poster collage from one to ten using manila card,pictures of gummie bears and glue
Duration : 45 minutes
Age group : 3 years
Materials :
  • a bowl for each student in the class containing ten gummi bears.
  • cut outs in the shape of bears with the numbers one through ten written on their stomach


Procedure :
  1. begin the lesson by showing a stuffed animal of a bear
  2. ask the students what animal is that you are holding
  3. continue the discussion by allowing them to talk about any stuffed animals they might own
  4. explain to the students that they will be learning something very special today, to count, using bears
  5. place the teddy bear cut outs on the blackboard which display the corresponding number. After that , review the bears on the blackboard by counting aloud together
  1. explain the student that they will each be given a bowl that has ten gummi bears in it.
  2. make sure to enforce the rule that they are not to eat them until it is snack time!
  3. also show them the bear cut outs they will reeive and show them how they each have a different number on them
  4. after the material is passed out begin the game by calling out a number one through ten
  5. the task of the student is to find the bear that has that number on its stomach and using thier gummi bears show thatnumber oon their cut out.
  6. it is a great idea to have bears already made displaying the correct number of gummi bears to use as an aid in checking the answers.


Extension activity :
  • divide the students get into small group and playy the game themselves , using each other to check their understand of numbers
  • or, a class handout could be given to the students asking them to demonstrate the numbers one through ten
prepared by : ann
diploma in early childhood development
sri college :)

miss blogging


OMG! i miss blogging damn much
im being such busy with my study life
with a bunch of complicated assignment!
huhhhhhhhh.n actually i didnt finish it yet
:) hehehehe
just now i settled my 20 lesson plan
5 will be handed to masako
another to other lecturer
my course is so EXCITING!
n im damn in love with it
suddenly,last friday...

me,shani

hello.izzit siti maryam?
yes.speaking!who are u?
im shani from linton's college
erk?what???
yeah.u've been offered to our dgree course
what?seriousssssss?
yes.in electrical n eloctronic (power) engineering
what the fish??? r u really serious?
please come to our college for the interview
n please bring along ur ic copy,parents n bla bla bla
emm.well.i'll think about it first

actually im not interested at all!
wtf lah enn?
engineering again?
is it really my destiny?
OMG!im not so into it
im afraid if i couldnt perform well in my study
well.thnxs again!

emmm.just now,sara told me that
she gonna lend her pc for my study
YEAYY! :D
its a samsung flat screen desktop
large screen
WOWWWW! GREAT! heheh :)
then i could online as always after this
cuz mummy promised me to buy another broadband for me
YAHOO! :)
thnxs god

Sunday, June 7, 2009

AWAY


im going back to college today
maybe next two weeks i will be home
or maybe not
cuz im having the mid term test!
on the 22nd june till 26th june
all of u are always in my mind

* zaie , nea , eppy , afiq , esh , dona , fana *
* tasya , tiena , ayang , yieyien *

dear zaie,
its all my FAULT!
i dont know how to face this matter
i had learn from my mistake
but it seems i wont be loved by u rite?
eventhough i've put my 100% love for u
u cant see it . u cant feel it
that is why u put ur words on ur profile rite
nvm!i think,maybe u want me te get awy from ur life
anthing just let me noe a.s.a.p
cuz if u make it late
it will hurt my heart even more!

love = ability

I wonder where I did wrong?
Is it wrong to fall in love?
And why when I love someone at the end I get my heart broken?
After all the things I did this what I get?
This is the reason why I lose faith towards guys
So guys don’t blame me if I don’t have faith towards you
Ask yourself should I have faith towards you?
I know even if I love someone doesn’t mean he’s happy with me
Sometimes I feel like slaping my face hard, so that I know
What’s mine and what’s not
In fact I keep on growing my love for you
Why you put me in this situation?
I’m not blaming you but I just wonder
I don’t know how long will it takes this time
Keep on stabing my heart if that makes you happy

afraid for love to fade b4 it can come true


My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself beliebing
That I just have to see you again

I can't let you pass me ny
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

Like a child again
I'm at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you

i can't let you pass me by
i just can't let you go
But I know that i am much too shy
to let you know
Agraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say the words
to let you know
I would rather say the awkward words
Than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true

Saturday, June 6, 2009

im crying



u make me LAUGH
u make me CRY

who u would like to meet

Its not about who i like to meet.but its about WHAT i want to have.I want to have love.Love feels like being completely lost in a moment of bliss, like floating above the world, that this person is the part of you that's been missing your entire life, the melody of your soul.But i guess i will never have it.And I hate the fact that I can never hate you and the fact that I will always love you no matter what you put me through.

u already have me but u said that,
u will never have someone who will loved u?
but i do love u with all my heart
u hate the fact that u can never hate HER?
and always love HER no matter what?
i think its time for me to moved on!
im so stupid to fill my heart to love u
but u do love someone else
yeap!maybe i've been curst tht i wont be loves by someone

a real boyfriend

ANY BOY CAN BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT IT TAKES A MAN TO KEEP ONE.
NO! Don’t close it. Read til the end..

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your lips
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her what’s wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hoodie
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
[ Reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you
[ She really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ Bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ Keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ don’t look away until she does ]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU
[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]

When you break her heart
[ The pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ She STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ She wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

- DON'T let her have the last word.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.
- When she says she's okay don’t believe it, talk with her.
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:


Call you.

Kiss you.

Love you.

Text you.

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."
Girls post as: "A real BOYFRIEND."

my fault

Hello world.. I have a confession to make..im pretty sure that I told only one person about this lie.. but I just want to make it clear.. I have been telling lies about Intan Nadiah binti Hamzah.. I told this one person that she cry when we both meet for the last time.. its totally not true.. n I tell that person a completely different story about what really happen that day.. n I have confess to her.. I confess that what ive been telling her is a lie.. I tell her that I wrote this on the sketch pad..“please let me let u go..we dnt need to cntct each othr anymre..jst let me loose as u r intended to when u break up wth me.." I did not wrote this actually.. then I tell her that Intan Nadiah follow me until I reached my block..its not true either.. the truth is she asked me to walk her to her bock n I wanted to do it.. then we talked a little bit when we reached her block.. n she didn’t even drop a tear. I DID.. huh..i know you guys will look at me like im a loser n a big fat liar.. the truth is, I WASN’T SOBER THAT EVENING WHEN I TELL ALL THE LIES IVE MADE.. I didn’t notice it until Intan Nadiah gave me a wake up call yesterday and told me everything that I wrote.. I totally in shock after hearing what I wrote that day..i swear that I didn’t even know I wrote that.. she sure give me some lesson through all this.. and Intan, u have the right to call me names yesterday coz im so damn stupid..i thank u for that.. and to all,Intan Nadiah is really a good person.. n I shouldn’t made up some ridiculous story bout her..eventhough im not sober at that time,Im still the one to blame behind all of this.. I know maybe u guys out there wont trust me anymore.. but please,im not like this..im not a person who love making lies.. I wasn’t myself when I did that.. im sorry world..n im sorry Intan..forgive me please….

i can see that u might still love her rite
if u do,poor me than
loving someone with all my heart
but his heart is not belong to me
its not tht im really angry or upset with this thing
hello?what we've promised?
we wont talk about our ex any longer rite?
its okay if u want to make a confession about this
because u barely come out and tell everyone the truth
but why do u need to put ur confession for such a long time?
i dont ever asks u to delete it
then suddenly u get mad n saying tht i dont understand u
am i the one to blame?
what do u expect me to do?
we're still a new couple bby
we dont ever meet yet!
i think there is no need to be honest after this i guess
if i get jealous or so what ever,i wont tell u!
i will keep my mouth shut!
then everything will just be fine!
and i will try my very best to understand u more after this
i will sacrifice everything to make u happy
cause i promised not to make u sad or even make u cry
cause i dont wanna lose u!
u might not even noe how much i need u for my entire life
nevermind,maybe im the one to blame!
yes.i guess it is my fault
so.im so sorry!

my study

college: sri college
course : diploma in early childhood development
2nd house:royal domain apartment
new friends:vanishya,cheryl,yazmin
mood:happy sometimes sucks

OMG!dad caught me bout uitm offer
he already noe bout the offer!
lucky me he's not angry i lied bout this
cuz he wants i pick the best course for myself
cuz its only me who noe wht is best for me!
thnxs daddy ily
i'll prove to u i'll grad with flying colours!
n will open my own centre for the next three years
insyaallah,
please pray for me :)

Friday, June 5, 2009

baby this song is for u


Kau bikin pusing tujuh keliling
Buat aku mabuk kepayang
Gayamu cool dan seksi
Mentok aku kepada kamu
Jadi semakin aku cinta

Kau sihir aku yang sedang kosong
Di saat aku butuh cinta
Mantra-mantra dahsyatmu
Menarik aku yang sendiri
Memang lagi putus cinta

Katakan-katakan kau sungguh-sungguh
Hanya ada ku di didalam hatimu
Katakan-katakan kau cinta aku
Untuk selamanya kau jadi milikku

I don't wanna lose you
Yes I wanna hold you
I don't wanna make you
Make you sad and make you cry

Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hu wuoo uoo uoo...)
Oh baby baby baby (my baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby oh yeeah)

Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hieey hiey hieey)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (uuuuuhhh)

Baby baby
Baby baby
Baby baby

Oh baby baby baby (oh baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby)
Oh baby baby baby (oh baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)


by : cinta laura



im back :)


i've been away for a week ;)
hohohoho!
my 1st day at sri college was SUCKS!
i've been cheated by the STUPIDOSSSS mahendran
when i enter my class,
i can see most of the student are indian! WTF?
huhhh.im so mad n sitting between two indian gurl
hmm.then i just go through the class
as i really intended to further the course
hmm that was all just fine when i try to cope with them
UNFORTUNATELY
as i reached my apartment.. ;'(
OMG!WTF?my housemate.
majority are.... indian?
hmmmmmmm.im dying to be with those indian all the time
hmmm then i text to my beloved sis,aisya

me,
aisya
sis,im crying like a pig
why?what happened?
hmm nothing
how's ur class?apartment?
SUCKS!
what?why?
emm.mahendran lied to us bbe
about what?
everything.many indians here
my classmate,my housemate majority is indian
WHAT THE FUCK? then r u okay darling?
of course im not ;(
nvm.tomorrow i will come to check everything with mummy
duhh.nvm.i'll try my very best to fix this matter
dun worry.my sadness will end!

then i text to eppy

me,eppy

boo.damn sad!
why why? what happened
my college sucks
haaaaa?what? why?
indians everywhere
nvm,be nice to them
im crying
heyyyyyy dont cry.im here for u syg
yeah.i noe.thnxs

then i text to aesh

me,aesh

aesh.. ;'(
what is wrong darling?
i dont like those indian
erk?indian?
yes.my classmate,housemate
serioussssssss?woah
im crying
hey dont cry,be strong k?
then i text beby

me,baby

beby.. ;'(
sorry honey.im at the police station
hey what???why?what happen?
ttyl.bz!

then i text tasya
but she didnt reply

the next morning.
my 2nd day
afiq texted me

me,afiq

oit,how r u?i miss u fren
yeah imyt.im not okay!last nite i cried
ha?cry?why?what happened?
nvm.don worry.im okay now
r u really sure?
yeap.dont worry.will be fine ;)
okay2.where r u?
im at hartamas.my 2nd day to college
whatttttttttt?u didnt tell me bout this
im so sorry.i've been busy with my schedule lately
nvm,i noe who i am
hey,please dont say that,u r my bestfriend okay?
so sorry for not telling u bout this
okay2.dont do it again next time k?promise?
yeap!promise! ;)

then i text to fana

me,fana

boo. ;'( imy badly
imy more!how r u?
im not okay!im with all my indian friends here
whattttttt?u didnt have any malay friend?
nope! ;'( but i have 1 chinese friend
okay.good.are they the estate type or wht
lucky me they are not smelly n they r nice to me
ouh okay!just be nice to them okay?
okay.will do.thnxs for ur concern

then we gossiping a lot
cuz long time we didnt meet n text!
will meet u some day syg ;)
hmmm.life at sri college totally different
1st time im being with indian's groupies
lucky me they are all nice
especially vanishya n delica
vanishya helped me a lot in the class
thnxs darling
hohoho not to forget,
sis yazmin n cheryl ;)
well,world.
thnxs for supporting me

Sunday, May 31, 2009

last post for may

it comes to end of may
today is 31st of may 2009 :)
i've wrote about 66 post for this month
and wow! :)
ahahahah :))
today,i went to sogo
to pass eppy danny's watch
she forgot tht she put the watch inside my bag
after meet her
her parents treat me my lunch
such a wonderful day
emmm well,good bye world
hushhhh its not tht im dying ahaha :)
well,good bye to :
*eppy
*esh
*dona
*nea
*tasya
*dhamy
away to sri college tomorrow
so,rarely online after this

Saturday, May 30, 2009

sukaneka


DATE:30th May 2009
TIME:9A.M
VENUE:SK(L) Jalan Batu
TEAM MATE:
*maryam*
*eppy*
*c's fara*
*aesh*
*fiqa*
*danny*
*dona*
*danny's fren (sry!forgot ur name)*
*green girl*


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

sri college


i went to desa sri hartamas wif aisya
sending them my form
and asks them everything bout the college
then we paid 300 first as the deposit
then 1k something for another next 2 weeks
the places wasnt as wht did i had imagined
its just a small college duhh!
smaller thn consist
i thought it was the smart reader kindergarten at 1st
ahahaha.the real is,its my college!
wakakkaka :D
OMG!my class will start by next week?
1st of june?woah!im quite bz to packed my thing
to buy some stuff this 3 days

me,aisya

what do u think bout my college?
GOOD!and the course is just GREAT
yeap.i know!i can also venture my own kindergarten!
coolio!ur hostel? AWESOME!
yeap.gonna be my 2nd home la.haha
well,best of luck!
yeah thnxs sis :)

along the way home.
what??? LOST? wakakaka :DD
supposedly we're going to go to OU,
miss the junction
straight to mid valley
miss another junction
ahaha.we went to bangsar village
wakaka *FUNNY!
then having our lunch there
lepaking a while
then going back home
as we reached semenyih,
go to the kodak shop,
settled evrything tht me caunselor need
-paspport photo
-ic etc
then we went home
try to call epy,
then her dad told me tht she went out with esh n fyqa
what?she didnt tell me?
nvm.hmmmmm. :(
maybe cause the thing tht afiq told me ths afternoon
hmm.eppy,
we we're both just friend!
he is my bestfriend.
wont be more than tht!
okay syggg? :)


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

finally

i've made my decision
im going two sri college instead of consist college
i never mention anyone bt this college rite?
actually,
i have to dream college
which is consist n sri
both are my favourite actually
i received offer letter from consist first
and it makes me feel very happy
:)) super duper happy
i thought im not accepted at all
then suddenly,last two days
ive been offered to sri college
what?????? i got both?
OMG!idk which to choose
please god im totally dizzy
i cried all day long to make the decision
and only now,
i could make the decision
after discussing with kak long,abah,mak n k.sara
they all support me in everything i do
im happy
i cried cuz im afraid im i made the wrong decision
they hugged me and tell me that
im not wrong by choosing sri college
cuz they can said tht i do love kids
and they said tht is the best for me right now
and.. i think so
okay.tomorrow im going to sri college
to send my form
and will start my class by this june
so ... wish me luck please

bubbye consist
welcome sri ;)

kidnap



OMG!she's sooooooooo cute meh!
i wanna kidnap u if i meet u
people who had been tagged into this pix,
means u're cute for me do!

*yieyien*
*tasya*
*fana*
*anith*
*nyra*
*sya adinda*
*dona*

u guys are soooo cute like the baby

Sunday, May 24, 2009

nitemare :(



last nite i wish my boyfie will have a bad dream

cuz."merajuk lah konon nye"
but, it didnt happen to him
unfortunately it happens to me :(
its really a bad bad bad bad dream!
it is abt..
emm.the scenery is at my place
im home from holiday
it just me,my sis n cousin tht time
suddenly when we reached home,
there's a lot of people wearing proper.
like ther's a funeral :(
WHAT?????? who's the body is?
OMG!its my brother,abg isa
i can accept the fact tht he's leaving me
my tears runs dry
when we're going to the graveyard to bury him
something else happened
my home was robbed! WTF?
tv,astro,dvd,pc,laptop etc had been robbed
mummy cried till she fainted!
suddenly i heard..
"PRANGGGGGGGG"
WTF?my maid broke my favourite glass
then suddenly i realised.
tht im just dreaming just now
thanxs gog for not taking my bro from me

i love my family <33

camwhore ;)


KFC!
lets the stomach full



BABLOVA sistas ;))



aisya,capiq,blurr and me
COUSINS syggg <33



capiq , ann , aisya , blurr , sean

yeay!thnxs for the memories everyone!
im so happy :)

Friday, May 22, 2009

u knocked my heart!


omg!omg!omg!
heheheh.
we know each other trough my sista,aisya
he admit tht he is my sis petbro
daa.i dun really even care at all
OMG!u're so so so so CUTE
last nite he promised me to YM
and invite me to see his webcam
but??? he break his promise

me , zaie

hey where's ur webbie?
erk!sorry.my hair such messy right now
i dont care! i wanna see u! u've promised me rite?
yeah.only if i cut my hair by today!tomorrow please?
but u promised me u will.ah guys thing!cheating on girl
promise 1001 things rite!erk!u're one of them?
no.no.no.im not.so sory
okay.i lend u mine,but..can i put my cap on?
erk..bout why??
my hair is such messy!so so so so...
emmm okay2

then he lend me his webbie
OMG!u're so cute syggggg
heheheh :))
u're also SWEET! omg.
u're more sweet than sugar or lolypop i guess

hey,dont be a sweet talker please
im not!im telling u the truth
*angau!

then suddenly i pick the doodle im environment
i draw some thing
but i couldnt draw it here,i'll wrote it

zaiee COMEL
no no no.no im not
but u do okay?
please dont call me tht.i dont like!
okay2... then? zaiee CUTE mehh?
ARGH!its just same!

heheh then we keep on drawing
he's laughing n wait patiently
everytime i draw

hey u're so sweet im melting
erk.izzit?hahha.yeaah maybe
if..i..fall for u?erk! then i draw him the heanging man!
hahahaa.
if i said , me too?
will u be ?
will u be wht?
erk nothing.hehhehe

then comes to the most sweetest part!

will u be my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
erk be what hun?can u gimme some hint?
okay.u fill the vocal,i fill the consonant okay?
okay.okay.
_I_ _ _OU _E _ _ _I_ _ _ _I_ _ _?
izzit?WILL YOU BE MY _I_ _FRIEND?
fill it syg!
WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?
woot2! izzit wht u really want?

then my turn to asks him several question
my turn to draw

"will u care about me?"
already did and will keep on doing that!
"will u love me with all ur heart"
give me the chance to love u
are u crius with what r u talking about?
i am.and im also shocked bout it
i cant believe tht im proposing u to be my gurl
me too.im just expecting us to be a gudfren at first
so, are we?
are we what?
OFFICIAL now?
do u really want it?
ERK!u always said "do u really want it"? seems like im the one who like u GRR
neah.of course i do!i wanna asks u cuz,im afraid if u dont want it
okay boo. i do! ;)
u do?
yes.dont forget 23rd may syggg
erk what??
huh! -_-" u asks me wht?the day u have me lah do
erm.hehe.i noe.just wanna see what will u said
haha.sory guys im not single anymore
TAKEN by ahmad zahier
sory girls,im TAKEN by siti maryam mohd fathillah

OMG!im officially his girl?
woah!how am i suprised mehh ;)
after tht we were talking on the phone
which everything is secret!
cant tell u hehehe ;)
for the last 2 minutes i asks him to say something
or wish me sumthing..
unfortunately he did not.
then maxis stopped us! GOSH!
after i talked to him
straightly i gone to sleep
cuz im kinda sleepy
its 6.55am in the morning???
adeh -_-"

when i woke up this morning
i received a text from him

"hey,its me zaiee... ;) just wanna say sorry
coz idk wht to say when u asks me just now
haha..but here it is
thanks for taking chances with me
n thanxs for being MINE ... :)
im looking forward toto see how us get along
in good way i hope.okay?
sweet dream dear..xoxo"

omg!im now playing back with my heart.
zaie please dont game me syg!
i need you
i want you
yes,im yours n u are mine
hey..idk how to tell my sista bout this..
waiting for her to come home ;)
n let her know by herself

mood : speechless n im in love ;)